When the person who holds you, supports you, reassures you, gives you all the physical love and affection that makes you feel so soothed and safe, transitions from the physical, it is a complete shock to your body and energy field. Your best friend, co parent, CO-ALL of LIFE, your partnership and future….
Now that I feel I am through the hardest and worst times, I am truly just looking at myself in AWE of how I have done on this journey. It is like 1000 miracles.
For me, being on a spiritual path for quite some time before this tragic loss, I had 2 choices.
1. Be miserable and live in despair. (Which don’t get me wrong, I definitely spent some time there, I do not bypass any of the deeper emotions of grief.)
2. Allow the spiritual connection to give me what the physical / emotional bond did.
Even just this last couple weeks, I CRAVED and PRAYED soooo strongly, DEAR GOD AND MY LOVE IN SPIRIT I JUST NEED HIM TO HUG AND HOLD ME THROUGH THIS CHALLENGING TIME.
And…. I RECEIVED THAT FEELING.
Of being held. By him. By God. By certain people in the physical that showed up for me.
It is hard to explain, but I feel like I am able to receive even physically from spirit, that physical feeling of being held, loved. I can feel it all. Of course its different and requires different senses activated. But I feel SOOOOOO Loved and supported by my love in spirit right now its not even funny. And in some ways, him being non-physical he has gained quite the wisdom that would’ve been incomprehensible to him in his physical body.
I will never stop talking about my healing journey because I have felt the depths of despair, and pulled myself out of it into miraculous places and healings.
This is the kinda thing that can and will save lives, as the emotional pain on this earth can cause us to act in unwise ways, where if we could truly tap into these miraculous powers from spirit, it alleviates SO MUCH pain and suffering, and allows us to feel truly REVERENT for god and LIFE.
So much love and hope this inspires you today.
Xo
Brit
